Monday, 29 September 2008
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I'm not a fatty, but i eat like one. And i wanna lose a stone... help?
I dont really care if you think i'm stupid.. but i wanna lose weight.
It shouldnt really be that hard to do, right?
Well, there's a really big problem there . . .
I
LOVE
FOOD!
Which just isnt fair. I generally have a very good metabolism. Right now i weigh 8st, but i wanna go down to 7st. It's such a struggle though. I mean, being a chocolate addict and all ....
My friend just pictures yummy foods as being something disgusting. I'm gonna try that too. But she used to eat cotton wool and crushed ice, because it fills you up. But i don't know if i wanna try that, i mean.. it could wreck my body. And as much as i wanna drop a stone as quickly as possible, i sure as hell don't wanna wreck my body in the process.
Well, now my friend is fasting until october. I would like to start fasting, because i LOVE that feeling when im really hungry. But i very rarely ever get hungry anyways. Because i eat so much. It's mostly just boredom hunger.
At school most of my friends just dont go into dinner, and just don't eat. I physically can't do that. I'm on free school dinners anyways, because my mum's unemployed, so i might as well go in for dinner.
And i think my boyfriend would start to worry if i started not going into dinner with him and our friends. Now, i'm not an attention seeker or owt, but it is nice to be worried about sometimes. Just to remind you that you're cared for.
My sister used to eat nothing. She was like a stick, but then she started eating like loads, and now she's ballooned quite a bit. She's now sporting a dubble chin, which.. no offence to anyone but i find very disgusting.
Yep. I am DEFINETLY gonna try and start some form of a diet.
Can anyone offer some help though? I just wanna lose a stone don't worry! I'm not gonna go mad and become a size zero. Because right now i am a very fortunate size 8, and a bra size of 34B
So feel free to offer any adivce and shit =]
xx
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